Retreat

I just learned a new word from a new friend of mine, Val..
The word was "retreat". To retreat is to surrender for you, right?
But it is really not, it is to fall back, restrategize, rethink, and
modify your plans, then charge with all your might and strength
so that we can achieve victory in battle.

In the real world, it is like a battlefield, we should be able to
prepare ourselves for battle. We should equip ourselves with
knowledge, and values. With these two, we will be able to survive
the rash environment today.

After the "Bon Fire Event", I just realized something that Val's
testimony was in fact true, and it made me think that I am a
soldier, waiting to be deployed, or just to charge into battle.

Survival of the fittest.. I really don't care about that,
as long as I am with my baby angel. hehe
I enjoyed the C.G.S.. Made new friends.

I Love You..

Jasmin Mari R. Sembrano, I love you so much...

No matter what happens with this changing world,

no matther what decisions they make,

no matter what options we take,

I will be always be here for you...

Waiting, wanting, cherishing, and loving you more,
each and everyday...

As our love goes stronger by the day,
I will cherish our love by the night and day.

As our sympathetic love combine into one..
I shall not speak of nothingness, because when
I am with you, Jasmin Mari.. I am ecstatic.

You are the angel of the night.
And I guess this is how it feels,
now I feel something real.
You are the love
You are the love of my life.

I love you so much my baby angel..

lovely face

have you seen a perfect face?

all that i can say about this is...

beauty is in the eyes of the beholder...

if you dont want to agree, who cares. hehe

hehe

kakahiya... huhu
wala namang sense ung
mga ginawa ko na post e.

is it possible to pls,
post your YM id,
so that i could buzz
all o'ya. hehe

tingling sensation

I have not felt this for years.
This sensation that flows through-out
my body and my mind.
Remembering the days of the past.
Cherishing the scenery and the
changing fragrance of the city.
Makes me tingle all over.
The sudden change of mind.

I think it is like this, some line from
thesong of Hale:

"The calmness in your face
That I see through the night
The warmth of your light is
pressing unto us"

"And all that I see
And all that I need this time
To me the life you gave me"

I hope this could be, another
part of a nice story of my life.

Someday Sunday

What a beautiful day, Sunday.
Some say, they say, I say what a nice day.
A sunday is a terrific day to spend, to relax,
and to have fun.
I love it.

I spent the sunday afternoon with my beloved dad,
my brother, my cousins mark and jp.
I also spent time with my mom, in my mind. (Love you ma!)
The day was wholesome, worthwhile.
It was full of excitement, why? because we went out
to play paintball, and race kart, my first time. hehe

I like playing paintball, it's great, shooting one another.
We were going to play paintball at first, but their were a lot
of people in Global Gutz, I guess it was a team building activity.
Instead we decided to race kart.
Wow, what a feeling! To drive with passion! Formula 1!
I thought I was Fernando Alonso. hehe I felt the G's whenever
there was a turn. Skidding of tires. It was amazing.

Then after race karting, we went to play paintball.
The team that I was on, didn't lose even once.
Hiding, dodging bullets, and shooting back.
It was exhilarting. And I was sweating all over.
heheh Fun! Fun! Fun!

Then after that, we ate at Marinas? hehe
The service was 'great'. LOL They suck damn it!
At least, we went out with full stomachs.
After that we went home, relaxed a little bit.
Then we started playing basketball, 2 on 2.
Mark, JC; JR and JP. Spurs vs Pistons!
It was so tiring, got injured, and we won at last!!!
hehe I fell on the floor laughing. A nice game.

What a sunday, what a day, lovely day.

Know thyself

Ever wondered what the truth is?
Ever thought of things that is true and not?
Have you asked yourself why? how?
I even don't know what to say...
This feeling inside of me, that wants to go out.
To burst and to shout out loud.
Deep inside of me asks questions like why, how, what?
But I contain myself from the rashness of this world.
Lies, deceit, evilness, anger lies deep within me.

I know I am a better person, by being passive.
Mutilating the resentment that I have for my father.
I have to shout, to let it out, so that I can continue my life
as a human being, to be normal.

I have to face the truth, question what is real.
I will not falter from this harsh matter.
I have barely seen the truth, but thine eyes have
seen bits of truth.

And in the end, I realized that
I love my father. I will continue to live. baliw ko?